The big f'ing deal
You it's a slightly confusing trick when you get your heart broken and it's from a girl that you knew she was gonna break it in the long end (God that's something about being attracted to the opposite astrological sign).
Now I loved there before she didn't send me a valentine, but after she didn't and she still (her mother told me) went out with her boyfriend...I got the message that I don't exist for her.
Now I can handle a lot, but being jerked around as though I never existed, in just one week...I draw the line right there. I have no idea how I upset her so. I think she even cut me off 5 days ago.
All the while, there are plenty more people that aren't exactly that uncool and...they actually like my arrogance...because it'sfunny in a person like me. That I unshamefully treat the world like a playground - that has got to be the cornerstone of my persona.
So what if I kick someone's pride from here to timbuctu - mines has been kicked around for almost 16 years, I deserve to fight fire with fire (and some dirt too).
Now there has been a long line of great gals that have wanted to go out with me and I'm granting that finally (if they come along of course).
Se here is to living and to loving...I've had with this stupid humilliating game of going after the wrong girl.
Siege Heil
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