Sore
It's been quite a while since I've written here (mostly due to the fact that I have to do this in a text editor in UNIX.
My world is coming down, more like, crashing down...because there is little left to protect. I have to end this 2 year venture in my thesis; the two year venture in DGSCA and perhaps give one more push in the direction of videogames before I go on hiatus and keep learning.
In all this, I find it hard to reconnect with my solitude. Nothing has really changed except that it's getting overwhelmingly harder to imagine myself leaving DGSCA. It has been my family and my home through this difficult time. It is my final ado to my alma mater as her child. I go on to become a child of the sun, to represent my people in the world and perhaps, in the universe.
When I left the faculty, I wanted a last chance...with my university...with the stars...and I have largely been granted that. In a huge way I've done what I've always dreamed of and more. I have dreamt the dream and now I have to wake up to reality, to make the dream come true. I have loved without uttering a single word of it...I just hope everyone knows.
It's time to say goodbye silently.
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